Yes, me and you. We all have insecurities wether we want to admit it or not. Some time in our lives something, someone, or some situation has caused us to develop insecurities. And if you are like me you have even developed some on your own by doubting your talents, value, or beating yourself up all for no good reason. Yes, I believe we are all big bags of insecurities, only question is which one will jump up ad set us on an emotional roller coaster ride next. Because you never know who or what might set the next one off, they will always blind side you and get your emotions off and running out of control before you are even aware of it happening. And good luck trying to get them under control before they cause you more trouble then you are willing to deal with. Oh what a ride!
Thank God, He knows what my insecurities are and loves me in spite of them and in spite of how I deal with them. He is never blind sided by them and is always there to help me get them under control. As I have grown in the Lord I can keep them from jumping up and hurting me as much, and on those occasions when they are triggered by an event and jump up to blind side me, I can keep better control over the emotions they bring and shorten the time that they keep me mentally and spiritually paralyzed.
I pray that some day I will be free of all my insecurities and they will never be able to take hold of me again. If not on this side of Heaven then I know I will be free from them in eternity. Thank you Lord for making freedom possible!
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